Testing Day 1

First things first, I need to say thank you to everyone that read my post yesterday and has reached out to me. You have no idea how encouraging your words have been. The last two pretty real/serious posts received a lot of attention and comments. It's not the attention that I really care about, but people reaching out to me, encouraging me, consoling me, whatever it may be. I have had people from high school and college that I haven't talked with in years offering me guidance and support. It's amazing how when you put yourself out there so many people are willing to be there for you. It really gives me faith in humanity. It also reminds that I'm lucky to have this many people in my life who care. So thank you again for your kind words. I hope you know how much they mean to me!

That being said, today is testing day 1 for my tummy issues. Day 2 is tomorrow. I'll keep y'all updated as I learn all the gory details. I figured I started putting it all out there and I want to continue just in case it helps someone in a similar situation.




It's OKAY...

...that I have to sit for up to 4 hours while doctors monitor my stomach this morning. Okay I lied, that's not really okay with me. I can't sit in a car from Houston to San Antonio (3 hours) let alone in a room at the hospital!

...that I'm not sure what I want to be when I grow up.

...that I still want to be a Disney Princess.

...to put it all out there. Sometimes you get more back then you expect.

...to wish I was out running in the sunshine right now.

... that I wore a watch with dead batteries to work and didn't notice until about 11am. Then I proceeded to look at said watch for the rest of the day. In case you were wondering, it was a long day. The time never went past 7:35.

...to wear a sweater and coat because the high is 65 degrees in Houston. Coats are required below 70 for this girl. Needless to say, living in Pittsburgh was pretty rough for this girl who can't handle the cold!

...to realize that I watch random tv shows.

...to be ready for Friday every Monday and to be really ready for Friday come Thursday!

...to be completely obsessed with my psycho dog :)

Welp, I'm probably at the hospital while you're reading this. Cross you fingers and say a prayer that we figure something out from this testing! Here goes nothin'!


Until next time...
With love and God bless,